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An aspect of my journey that has been both deeply traumatizing and deeply healing is the exploration of my relationship with God and faith.
As a child, I had mixed feelings about God because my experiences were confusing. I was told different things by different people and I felt unsure of what to believe.
I remember a life altering moment when I was 8. A well meaning Christian woman told me during a playdate with her daughter that if I didnβt accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior my heart would turn black and when I died I would go to hell. π³
That was a lot to take in as a kiddo. I would definitely consider this to be a traumatizing event for me. It brought up a lot of emotion and then I had no way to process what came up for me.
It created a lot of fear that I was living life wrong and if I wasnβt good Iβd be punished. Tack that onto an already existing belief that I wasnβt good enough and it created a lot of internal pressure for me that as a kid I didnβt have the capacity to deal with.
Itβs been a lot to work through, but I am grateful to the woman who gave me that experience because it initiated the work thatβs gotten me to where I am now – fully trusting in God & the Universe and living in faith and not fear.
Through the years in exploring what my soul believes to be truth, I have noticed many themes that resonate deeply with me.
The first theme is that we are not the human bodies of this lifetime. We are an infinite energetic fractal of light energy created right from God/Source. Therefore, we are all a part of God and God is part of all of us.
God is an energy. We are energetic beings, and we come from energy. More importantly, the same energy. Which makes sense why the concept of βoneβ has always resonated with me more than anything else.
Which leads me to the second theme, that we are NOT separate – we are all part of a connected and much larger whole. There is no separation, from each other or from God/Source. Separation is something that we experience in human form through the beliefs in our minds.
Religion exists on Earth for several reasons I believe, like to help us navigate in human form because we incarnate into the body forgetting everything, for example, but I also believe it’s importance was amplified to keep is states of separation and fear, both of which carry energetic frequencies that are low. A God that is not unconditionally loving and instead is judgemental and desiring us to be fearful of him…..well that just never ever resonated with me.
And with all of the Near Death Experience (NDE) interviews I have been watching recently, this feeling of mine that God is not wanting us to cower in fear from him has been confirmed over and over again, countless times where the details may change but the theme is the same: God is loving us through all that we are going through, we are the ones that judge ourselves when we have left the physical body and Earth and are looking back to understand how we did in learning our lessons and in going through the experiences that we had desired to move through.
Recently I have begun to observe that as our frequency is shifting, some of humanity is remembering. Remembering that each soul in each human body came from the same energetic source of creation – GOD, or whatever word resonates for you – and that we come here to Earth for the experience of it. We are trying to balance karma and learn through experience.
But the most deeply impactful part of this aspect of my journey has been solidifying my faith. For me, this is what dissolved my fear and strengthened my faith in the knowing that we are all connected and itβs all happening for a reason bigger than we can understand right now, all for the greater good.
What do you think about the idea everything is connected? Sending you so much loveπ
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